{"id":12119,"date":"2016-06-08T11:48:06","date_gmt":"2016-06-08T10:48:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shekulliagency.com\/?p=12119"},"modified":"2016-06-08T21:36:56","modified_gmt":"2016-06-08T20:36:56","slug":"nga-lindita-shabani-une-dhe-shiu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/?p=12119","title":{"rendered":"Nga Lindita Shabani: Une dhe Shiu&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><a href=\"http:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/111-5444.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-12121\" src=\"http:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/111-5444.jpg\" alt=\"une-dhe-shiu111-5444\" width=\"653\" height=\"376\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/111-5444.jpg 370w, https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/111-5444-300x173.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 653px) 100vw, 653px\" \/><\/a>Rri e mbyllur ne dhome, dhe mendoje se kur do te me kaloje kjo dhembje, qe kam thelle ne shpirte.!!!<\/div>\n<div>Shikoje shiun nga dritarja se si bie pa ndale, dhe nje frym e forte qe te godet, dhe nuk te le te dalesh jashte, them me vete a thua a do te kaloj e gjithe kjo fryme e ky shi i madhe???!!<br \/>\nPo do te kaloje por cfare veshtiresi do kete deri sa te kaloje?<\/div>\n<div>A do te kete lendime, shkaterrime apo permbytje&#8230; Keshtu pra ndjehem edhe une nga kjo dashuri qe po me jep dhimbje, po lendimet i kam por kur do te me kalojne?\u00a0Neser apo ndoshta do te shkaterrrohem, e do fundosem me teper&#8230;&#8230;Qfare faji kam une\u00a0i vetmi faj qe kam une eshte se te dua shume, ky pra eshte faji im, po i shkruaj keto fjal nga thellesia e zemres qe kam, keto fjale jane nga nje zemer e thyer, qe dashuron shume dhe nuk merr asgje nga ajo dashuri.<\/div>\n<div>Dashuri e paarritur e quaj une\u00a0 nuk e di perse eshte jeta kaq shume e koklavitur, nuk eshte drejte ta largoj nga jeta ate te cilin e do&#8230;.\u00a0 Kjo eshte pra jeta, nuk do mundesh te jesh kurr e lumtur.<\/div>\n<div>Saher mendoje per ty, i them vetes a mendon se paku ti nje minut ne dite te mendosh per mua, apo as qe te behet vone as\u00a0 mendon qe egzistoje,\u00a0 sa keq eshte kur vuan per dike i cili as nuk do ta\u00a0 dije per mua,\u00a0 i cili vazhdon ta kenaq veten e tij &#8230;O shpirti im sa shume vuan, o Allah shpresat tek ti i kam sepse ti je ai qe ben mrekullira, po pra. O Allah\u00a0pres te besh mrekulli\u00a0per mua.\u00a0 Mrekullia e vetme qe dua eshte qe te jem, me te ne kete bote dhe ne boten tjeter,\u00a0na mundeso te duhemi ne te dy.<\/div>\n<div>Vetem per hir tendin o Zot&#8230;&#8230;..Ti je Ai qe i bashkon zemrat e lenduara. O Zot!<\/div>\n<div>Sa do te doja qe kur te zgjohesha\u00a0ne mengjes te kem mesazh nga ai,\u00a0qe me kerkon falje per keto mundime qe i kam ne shpirte:( do te sheroheshin plaget,\u00a0te gjitha do\u00a0ja falja sepse e dua shume!\u00a0Une shpresoje\u00a0ne meshiren tende O Zot!<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rri e mbyllur ne dhome, dhe mendoje se kur do te me kaloje kjo dhembje, qe kam thelle ne shpirte.!!! Shikoje shiun nga dritarja se si bie pa ndale, dhe&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12121,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[30],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poeziletersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12119"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12119"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12119\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12132,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12119\/revisions\/12132"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12121"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}