{"id":24997,"date":"2018-05-02T07:42:59","date_gmt":"2018-05-02T05:42:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shekulliagency.com\/?p=24997"},"modified":"2018-05-02T22:47:00","modified_gmt":"2018-05-02T20:47:00","slug":"nga-eroll-velija-keshtu-e-ka-dashuria","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/?p=24997","title":{"rendered":"Nga Eroll Velija: K\u00cbSHTU E KA DASHURIA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/vet-6755-e1483902261232.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-17329\" src=\"http:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/vet-6755-e1483902261232.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"800\" height=\"466\" srcset=\"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/vet-6755-e1483902261232.jpg 800w, https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/vet-6755-e1483902261232-300x175.jpg 300w, https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/vet-6755-e1483902261232-768x447.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/a>Kam p\u00ebrshtypjen se vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjon pareshtur. Secili nga gjestet e mia detyrimisht do t\u00eb analizohet nga nj\u00eb forc\u00eb e ep\u00ebrme, nj\u00eb forc\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e ardhmja ime prej njeriu me trup t\u00eb shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb. Q\u00eb n\u00eb mosh m\u00eb t\u00eb re, k\u00ebshtu ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Jetoj duke menduar vazhdimisht se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jetoj m\u00eb. Kjo ngjall ndjesi pozitive, t\u00eb jep ve\u00e7anrisht mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb shijosh \u00e7do \u00e7ast t\u00eb jet\u00ebs: jam n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb zbuloj di\u00e7ka t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme, qoft\u00eb edhe fare t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, edhe \u00e7astet m\u00eb mizore. P\u00ebr shembull, n\u00eb metro, ngjeshur pas tjer\u00ebve dhe qull n\u00eb djers\u00eb, mund t\u00eb mendoj: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb fati q\u00eb jam gjall\u00eb!\u201d K\u00ebshtu ndodh edhe me marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnjet e mia sentimentale. E shoh veten tek dashuroj, i detyruar t\u00eb mos ia prish kurr\u00eb zemr\u00ebs q\u00eb rreh. Kur zgjohem pran\u00eb nj\u00eb femre, i sodis veshin dhe rrekem t\u2019i fotografoj me mendje shk\u00eblqimin e asaj \u00e7ka ka ajo t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. E di q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb rri shtrire, i ngurosur kundrruall vdekjes, dhe se nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb mbeten m\u00eb ve\u00e7se k\u00ebto kujtime t\u00eb nj\u00eb sensualiteti t\u00eb ikur.<\/p>\n<p>Grindja e nj\u00eb dite m\u00eb par\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb absurde. Shpresoja se gjith\u00e7ka do t\u00eb harrohej sapo te shihnim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. N\u00eb qaf\u00eb, kisha varur nj\u00eb cop\u00eb kartoni ku lexohej:<\/p>\n<p>\u201d Ti m\u00eb ke \u00e7ar\u00eb trapin\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Alisa doli. E pash t\u00eb m\u00eb afrohej dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb dallonte se \u00e7ka kisha shkruar. M\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshi bujarisht dhe nxitoi t\u00eb m\u00eb puthte. Pastaj m\u00eb p\u00ebrshp\u00ebriti\u201d Edhe ti m\u00eb ke \u00e7ar\u00eb trapin\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00ebshtu e ka dashuria.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Eroll Velija<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kam p\u00ebrshtypjen se vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjon pareshtur. Secili nga gjestet e mia detyrimisht do t\u00eb analizohet nga nj\u00eb forc\u00eb e ep\u00ebrme, nj\u00eb forc\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17329,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[30],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24997","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poeziletersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24997"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24997"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24997\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25000,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24997\/revisions\/25000"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/17329"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24997"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24997"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alb.shekulliagency.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24997"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}